Just got back my progress test 2 tax paper. Lets do a comparison
pt1, pt2, variances
2.1 - 88 - 58 = 30 (Adv)
2.2 - 58 - 43 = 15(Adv)
2.3 - 68 - 46 = 22(Adv)
2.4 - 66 - 38 = 28(Adv)
Total marks reduced from 280 marks to 185, adverse / drop by 95 marks, almost 100 marks. First time i failed 3 papers 1 shot in this college. Fuck. I'm extremely down now. My effort for PT2 was more than PT1, and see, what kind of results i got?
All papers i lost to siu hong, not even beat him a single paper. Lost to hong still can accept, but lost to that zi yi ( how to spell?) make me sad, he can passed tax, how come i failed? I'm so disappointed, not only disappoint sher huey, also disappoint lecturers. And, this was my first time i failed ms.rozi's paper.
And mock is gonna be much more difficult due to more and more things coming in.
Some more, if i fail 1 or more papers in the final, this mean i gonna take 3 or more papers in coming semester. And i might defer my studies.
Some more, don't know why nowadays can't focus in studies. Early morning (7 o'clock) go to college study, 3 p.m. only class starts, and i can't even really study 1 hour. Damn it !! I hope i can concentrate in studies. Just for this 2 months only. Thanks to that wyn yan. Other things hopefully can put it aside. Hope that thing won't affect my studies, i will try not to think about it.
Kah yean said : "Failure is the mother of success . dun give up even u had failed once". But i not only failed once, i failed 3 papers 1 time. Since primary school i was already a failure. Shit.
Mock is in 1 week time, final also coming soon. Failure NG !! Wake up ar !! If i continue like that, what will happen? Some where around mid of august will receive our results, please god let me pass. I'll try to focus more in this 2 months, hope my effort will not be wasted.
